met gen for lunch today, where she cooked pasta. don't worry girl, it's edible, have some confidence in your cooking. =p

talked a lot, the usual stuff: love, life, parents, work/study. quite long since we met, but it's so nice just to keep talking and talking..

came back home to a fever. 37.7C. pre school jitters? or am i allergic to paint fumes? aching body, dengue?? hmm

awaiting online msn meeting in the meantime.. will anyone show up with research?

you're the only one i can tell all my stupidest things to, without fear. but why, WHY do you like to lick me?

i seriously miss the girls, and i regret my rash impulsive decision, for which i'm berating myself everyday.

recess week is ending, oh god.

photos of the day


my bruise after a cycling accident caused by itchy eye. no, i wasn't at fault, i don't know how to cycle, remember?

unexpected flowers =) thanks for the company!

sorry girls, i was in a mood that couldn't be cheered, and so caused everyone to miss the chance to meet. so so sorry. forgive me? another day we'll meet k?

i realise i can be super antisocial, 搞自闭。 but i've finally sorted out my thoughts and after calming down, wonder why i was so sian for the past few days.

back to normal, i hope.

how could i have said you're not good? when i always only want to run to you.

truth is, i don't know why i am so sian. to the point that i don't wanna meet. please forgive me, but i can't put a smile on my face if i really don't feel happy.

There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single, throbbing moment.

I used to wonder, whether the person who utters “I love you” more often is the person who loves more...


Bemused that I'm labeled mad. It wasn't always like that, for me to keep these words on my tongue.
I once heard them uttered, and all i could do then, was to reply sorry, with tears down my face.
The second time round, i learned to return those words, but always never being the one who uttered them first.

I've been lucky to have been loved more than i loved. But somehow my heart still defied reason, and fell into a situation I didn't anticipate. YOU

Who makes me calm down and listens to all the stupid reasons each time I blow my tantrum. Who gives me all 100% of your time and attention. Who makes simple things done together become beautiful memories. Who accepts all my character flaws. Who uses actions not words to show me your love.

I've journeyed enough to know the three words mean a lot, but they do not mean everything.

Yes darling, I love you.

morning news never seem to be good things. left me feeling disappointed and lost, with no plans for the day. but in the end, i spent my time with my family, so the lack of plans actually turned out to be something good.

i know we're all busy, so i didn't really wanted to make a wishlist, set up dates in advance for any celebration. to know friends remember, that was enough. i really appreciate the effort of each and every one of you=)

this recess will be a much needed breather, even though there are many deadlines and projects to complete.

if this keeps happening long enough, i really just might believe that FYP is super slack.

used to running headlong into completion of assignment submissions. but now that tests are over, and recess week, i feel a bit lost. why?

couples quarrel. maybe during the honeymoon period, they won't. but the happy state of things never lasts forever. a first quarrel will lead to another, and another.

some quarrels may be fiercer than others, but over time, i've come to realise we always become unhappy over the same things. my wanting to spend more time with other people makes you complain. but maybe i just want some space

i get exasperated. i get fed up. i am unhappy that i can't get things done my way. i feel that you are unreasonable, when i only have one week to meet my friends.

but i understand why you feel sad. so i force myself to cool down. and to acknowledge your feelings.

i compromise as i realise that its the only solution. i may have made the decision grudgingly, i may still sound unhappy, but a relationship is about giving and taking. there's no point in harping on who gives in more, ultimately both people need to put in effort to make the relationship work.

tanya chua write nice lyrics. 化学实验

爱一个人 像个化学实验
要先懂得分类 懂它的优缺点
然后随机应变
爱一个人 需要愿意改变
不管晴或雨天 热胀冷缩要练
也真是个考验
我一天一天在发现
爱你还有很多盲点
再给我一点时间 去观察多一些
我想爱你爱得完美 但不确定怎样才对
给你安慰
再给我几次机会 去把它做到对
不是故意让你心碎
是我习惯太无所谓 再给我时间
爱一个人 没标准的概念
但相信这直觉 而别怕去冒险
这才是重点
我一天一天在发现
爱你还有很多盲点
再给我一点时间 去观察多一些
我想爱你爱得完美 但不确定怎样才对
给你安慰
再给我几次机会 去把它做到对
不是故意让你心碎
是我习惯太无所谓 再给我时间
再给我一点时间 去观察多一些
我想爱你爱得完美 但不确定怎样才对
给你安慰
再给我几次机会 去把它做到对
不是故意让你心碎
是我习惯太无所谓 再给我时间

we get on each other's nerves, but i guess that makes us a match.

你是答案-范玮琪

如果世界忘了旋转
谁用春光让冬夜温暖
如果星星不那么灿烂
谁还会向她许愿期待她陪伴
如果今天泪光闪闪
谁让明天值得我乐观
如果怕风少了安全感
谁把我放在宇宙中心宠爱
而你是我的答案最确定的答案
像走在一条花开的路不会错过美满
缘分转几个弯证明我们不会走散
学会用眼神牵手那才浪漫
你是我的答案不变的答案
有了自己的天使做什么都显得勇敢
顺着梦的沿岸只有收获没有遗憾
被握着手心看的未来永远蔚蓝

如果今天泪光闪闪
谁让明天值得我乐观
如果怕风少了安全感
谁把我放在宇宙中心宠爱
而你是我的答案最确定的答案
像走在一条花开的路不会错过美满
缘分转几个弯证明我们不会走散
学会用眼神牵手那才浪漫
你是我的答案不变的答案
有了自己的天使做什么都显得勇敢
顺着梦的沿岸只有收获没有遗憾
被握着手心看的未来永远蔚蓝

而你是我的答案最确定的答案
有了自己的天使做什么都显得勇敢
顺着梦的沿岸只有收获没有遗憾
被握着手心看的未来永远蔚蓝

whole of today, i kept thinking of you. happy that you're mine. =p

spent the whole day drifting in and out of sleep during lectures. yes, just the normal usual boring friday.

kind of really starting to wonder what i want to do with my life, where do i want to go after university, what kind of job i want, when do i want to get married, stuff like that. which is kind of bewildering, cause i realised i aint that sure of what i want.

on a side note, to show you what i've been greedily anticipating...

yum yum.. =)

it's just another normal day. no special celebration, no extra privileges.

but thanks anyway for all the well wishes.. =)

my room is super messy. all for one resume. grr

why didnt the world end?

had dinner at thai express raffles city last night, sort of as an early birthday celebration. too bad sharon had to leave home early to do her beloved's stuff, haha. but still it was a nice evening, and i won at pool 7-4! haha

feel really bad about having to postpone the drama girls dinner tonight. but i have lots to prepare for handing up next week, and 730-930pm is really just too short. especially i haven't seen mindy and joyce for so long. just feel very guilty towards evan, cause i know its not easy for her to notify everyone about the dinner.

wart's getting better=) but i'm still wondering if my eyelids are sunburnt. hahha they remain red since saturday.

looking forward to recess week, when i can finally meet up with everyone.
20-gen
21/22- the girls
23- drama girls
24- back to school for some stupid project consultation

after a good night's sleep, i'm in a much better mood.

in truth, yesterday, i had fun playing volleyball and generally slacking on the beach, despite a bumpy start to the day. it was a much needed rest from the monotony of school and endless work. even though now, i have to start studying for the pharma test. haha, these little breaks are precious.

will the world end on wednesday? what will i be doing then? will the ones i love know i love them?

3 days of unsound sleep. tricky mcq petroleum quiz yesterday. finally one day of good sleep, but still having to wake up early. dislike being awkwardly made to wait, but its not worth brooding upon. played volleyball, got slightly tanned. and had lots of seafood at buffet dinner.

kinda tired. just wanna rest.

hibernation. seclusion.

i have no birthday wishlist this year. and i don't really have time to meet for dinners, what with a horrible timetable that ends 730pm on mon, tues, thurs and fri.

beginning to think the best present is to sleep more. beginning to think that simple gatherings are already enough.

don't buy me stuff, just meet to talk talk talk and talk?

i hate scbe, so ulu i don't see anyone. dislike hysys.